You Lost Me

So that's it. I guess this is the end of us.
Our long complicated story.
If I flash them back all over again, I might be in tears.
Not for losing someone like you, but for the fights and trust I put on you.
For ending up like this.

Losing you is like losing a huge burden.
I no longer have to deal with someone who doesn't really want me.
I no longer have to fight for someone who doesn't appreciate the effort.
I no longer have to think about someone who doesn't really care about me or my day.

Losing you is like cutting out the parasite.
I no longer have to carry you around everywhere in my mind.
I no longer have to worry about things I did just because you might not like it.
I no longer have to treat myself like I was the second choice.

Losing you is like...
...almost...
...a relieve...
Because I only lose someone who doesn't worth my fight and time and effort and trust.
I only lose a loser.
I only lose a pathetic human being who doesn't care about other people.