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Trust me, you won't last more than a week 
If only you find out how he really is
I've been there, at where you are, way too many times
And don't you complain baby 
Cause it's nothing
Compared to the things that I've been through
Compared to how much I adored him
Compared to how much I loved him
Don't cry for his actions baby
Cause it's nothing
Compared with the ocean I've cried for him
Compared with the future I've designed together with him
Compared with the time and effort I've done just for him

Dear the new girl,
You won't last any minute
If only you stand where I was back then
You will get hurt
You will break into pieces
You will get depressed
Don't you put a high hope baby
Cause he won't be there to comfort you
He won't be there to look after you
He won't knock on your door anymore
He won't show his face, not even once
And don't you wonder why he didn't care
Cause he really does not care at all

Every time you feel bad about yourself
When you think that you are not pretty enough
Or you are not good enough
Or you are not the type of girl he likes
Well, baby
Trust me,
It is not your fault
None of this was your fault
It's his, from the very beginning
Cause he decided to start again
To play again
To break another heart one more fucking time

Baby, you are not wrong for thinking he was cute
You are not wrong for thinking he was nice
You are not wrong for thinking he was right for you
But you will be wrong when you continue loving him
The moment when you knew how he really is
And now it's time for me to give you the clues

Is he cute? No, he is cruel
Is he nice? No, he is a jerk
Maybe he is right for you? No, he can only live with himself

Those are the clues, baby
Now if you trust me, I'm glad
Cause I feel you
In this earth, no one knows exactly how you feel, except me
If you can open your eyes and listen to what I say
I thank you
For not breaking your own heart
For not being his next victim

Dear the new girl,
You may hear lots of stories about me
It's true that I was very happy when I was with him
But it's also true that I was very depressed and frustrated 
And disappointed and I was losing my mind
It's also true that I was hating myself
Because I think that I wasn't fit for him
That's why
I'm writing this for you
So you won't repeat my mistakes
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