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Home Archive for June 2015
they said if you are sad, read books and drink tea. it will help you to recover whatever you think you might missed. could be something, someone or even...your own self.

for me,
here you are again 
knocking at my back door
since there's guard on my front 

to you,
welcome back to the city of amusement
humor you to some kind of flashes memories, good ones 
to avoid the rests, which are bad

to be honest,
I don't get it 
how you can be the one who save my ass when you are clearly the only one I need to keep my distance from
you are the one that i pushed away but somehow you are tracking me and draging me into your arms again

or maybe I was the one who make it complicated
I sabotage the situation, just to get your attention
maybe I let this to happen on purpose
or maybe we just... find a way back into each other

because after all,
maybe we are afraid of ended up being alone and forgotten 
we just have to admit it 
where are you going after this? 
i know 
sooner or later 
drunk or sober 
you'll leave me 

where are you going after this? 
i wonder 
to the club or pub
mountain or canyon
islet or beach 
you'll leave me



aku tidak tahu bagaimana cara melihat dia
melihatnya dengan cinta, kerinduan, atau kasihan? 
karma menghantamnya berkali-kali 
walaupun aku tidak pernah berharap karma akan membalaskan sakit hatiku
aku hidup dengan rasa sakit itu

aku tidak ingin apapun, kecuali kebahagiaannya
hanya sesederhana itu
tapi pertemuan kita justru menggambarkan sebaliknya
kehidupan memperlakukan kita kasar 
disaat kita memilih untuk saling menjauhi satu sama lain

aku menderita dan kamu tidak bahagia
aku berhenti berjuang dan kamu tidak lagi mencoba 
aku mengurung diri dan kamu depresi

aku ingin kita berhenti bermain kejar-kejaran
berdirilah tegak bersamaku dan jangan mundur
karena harusnya kita lewati saja masalah-masalah ini berdua
harusnya hanya sesederhana itu
mari tertawakan kehidupan yang tak lagi ramah 
dan waktu yang tampak sengaja mengulur-ulur perpisahan kita



jika aku bisa meminta karma...

tolong bebaskan dia dari hukuman apapun
karena terlalu menyakitkan melihat dia tidak tertawa 
terlalu sulit membiarkannya dalam duka


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