they said if you are sad, read books and drink tea. it will help you to recover whatever you think you might missed. could be something, someone or even...your own self.
for me,
here you are again
knocking at my back door
since there's guard on my front
to you,
welcome back to the city of amusement
humor you to some kind of flashes memories, good ones
to avoid the rests, which are bad
to be honest,
I don't get it
how you can be the one who save my ass when you are clearly the only one I need to keep my distance from
you are the one that i pushed away but somehow you are tracking me and draging me into your arms again
or maybe I was the one who make it complicated
I sabotage the situation, just to get your attention
maybe I let this to happen on purpose
or maybe we just... find a way back into each other
because after all,
maybe we are afraid of ended up being alone and forgotten
we just have to admit it