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 Hi. 

This is super. This august is bringing me so many things to be grateful for. I passed the final exam of my second degree. I did signed up for the yudisium, so my father doesn't have to pay another ten mio. I spent my birthday with my father working on the house and having a rare family dinner in so-called fancy restaurant. I am working towards the kinda bad relationship with my college friends, too. The next day, I got a new car! And I also ordered my wedding dress yesterday. I know right. It's all too much happiness in one month, and I am forever grateful for this. I feel like somehow I don't deserve this. To think that I worked hard for it, is not enough tho. I don't think I work that hard. But thank god for the blessings.


August is leaving soon. 

This is the best august I've had as long as I could remember. I hope things are doing great with you too. I hope the next months are going to be as epic as this one. Eventho, it's not I hope you keep on thanking god for everything. You are so lucky. All the luck in the world are here with you. 

I am starting to feel anxious about my final exam in two days. I don't know if my thesis is good enough or if it make any sense. I made this thesis during a pandemic. I don't have friends to discuss it, not enough books, no inspiration from other thesis, and the worst is no comments from my lectures. I am on my own. I am standing alone in both of feet. I don't know if it's acceptable. 

However, I got lucky to do my final exam this semester. So at least my dad doesn't have to pay 10 millions to the campus and I did graduate like I've planned before the pandemic. It's huge tho. I gave up already, I know during this pandemic I cannot be too ambitious about finishing my master degree in only three semester, but I got lucky. I got lucky and god has written this story for me. 

I am scared if I cannot answer the questions. I know it's all right, I am just a student, I have to learn more, this is a pandemic, they have to take it easy on me, but still, I am not comfortable at being clueless. I hope I can kill all the questions, I hope I can pass it well. 

GOOOODDDDD please guide me thru this last exam of my last degree
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