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I'm the kind of person who likes to make a resolution. I made resolution in a month, in a year and the bucket list for things I have to do while I am alive. Every point of my resolution I write in my personal book. But I want to share as a reminder for 2016 - as I become more mature and leaving teens kind of life. 

To be honest, I never care to my resolutions as much as I care with them right now. Back then, I was just an optimistic person in mind but not in action. I made bucket list but I didn't try to make it actually happen. 

But it changed when I realize that this is practically my last year of being a teen. I'm gonna be twenty soon (and that's pretty scary for me) and I was starting to question myself "What have you done with your life? Is it better or bitter?" 

It's bitter.

"How would you like to make your life brighter?"
"Why don't you start to cross those points after you done it?" 

And I say "Let's fucking cross them all."
So, I was trying so hard to make it possible and happens. Then, I wake up in morning and realized that I have already done half of my resolution in 2015 and I felt really good about it. I try to complete them all but some resolution are just too high to reach XD (eat healty food, for example hha!)

Time goes so fast that I already prepare for the next year resolution and I consider what to add and what not to add to my next year resolution. And there we go (I have completed some of them because life is too short to wait for next year:p) :

1. Ordering a starbucks coffee with a fake name 

If you wondering why I put this kinda resolution, well, I don't know, I just feel like it and I wanna do it because I never done it. I know that I should put a good points here but this is good - in my opinion. Also, I done this in Ngurah Rai International Airport, they have a Starbucks there and when it happened, I went to the Airport 8 hours earlier than my flight. 
"Why you stupid head come so early?" 
Because my brother had an early morning flight and I don't want to go around the city without him. We went together and leave together. And when I see Starbucks, I sit there and order a cup of coffee, when the staff asked my name - I think really fast that I have to give a fake name and not to look like I lied. Guess the first name that came out of my mouth....
it was ... "Icha."
He wrote that name in my cup and I officially done this silly point an I'm happy.


DONE : 30/08/2015







2. Get lost in Bangkok and Visit Phi-phi island (or just take my mom to Singapore instead)

I remember when I read Bangkok from Moemoe Rizal, he made a character that has to go around Bangkok looking for a piece of an old calendar. I feel like "Oh! Bangkok sounds so fun..." and if I go there, it'll be the farest place I ever visit wkwk.
Or the other option is to take my mom to Singapore,why? Because I went to Spore with my dad and sister last year. My mom hasn't got any experience of being outside Indonesia and I want to take her somewhere new and seeing her face when she look at the Pasport fill with at least one stamp.

3. Finish a story (please do this) 

This is hard. I don't know why but I mostly fail to complete this point every single year.

4. Nonton London: Angel di bioskop

Goldilocks! I looooooveeeeee Windry Ramadhina so much, her writing is always succeed to make me stay up all night just to finish another chapter and they're making a movie based on it.
Actually, I don't put too much hope that the movie will turns out as good as the book because in my personal opinion I don't like the main actress, they choose Nabilah JKT and my first reaction was "Ewwwww...." But I don't know yet, I hope her acting could blow my mind up. We'll see.

5. Dapat Ip semester 3 dan 4 diatas 3.75 (wajib yaaa...)

Wajib! Actually this is not a fit resolution for 2016 because this is the basic rule for my college life. Don't judge me arrogant and act like a smart ass, I have this goal because my major in my university isn't got a real good grades. So if I want to make it til next education I gotta get up to 3.75.

6. Look so good on halal bihalal 

Most of you may not understand this point. Here, Let me explain.
Every single year, when it comes to the Lebaran day, on the second day, I have to join with my dad to some kind of an event that held by his office.
That day, I'll meet most of all staff from his office and they all dress pretty good like they want to go to the bowl or something and look at me... Never well-prepared. I just grab any clothes that I would like to wear because I'm too lazy to meet them actually. But in 2016, for the first time, I'll prepare for that event and look good on it.

7. See someone new 

I've done this, proudly.
I made this point because, to be honest, I'm sick of people in my hometown. I live there my whole life and I haven't got more friends in this age and the worse is that I'm stuck in a judgemental society.
But I met lots of new people with new stories, new culture, new experiences. They teach me new things, leave some good messages, give spirit and pushing me to reach my dreams. I'm so glad that I met them. I'm really lucky.











DONE : Pare, kediri on July until August 2015

8. Try out new restourants

I'm dying for this point!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It may seem pretty awkward to you but for me, it's not. At freaking all. Because I'm not the kind of person who go to every caffee or restaurant that just opened a few days ago. I'm so not that kind of person. So, if you come from the same hometown as, you probably surprise of many food places I never been to.
Lately, I tried out a few new places. This is it :
*Anima
*Kopikumana
*Pizza Hut 
*Brick 

9. Go to Derawan island

10. Able to swim

11. Learn how to cook



Enam tahun penuh perjuangan 
Pada akhirnya sedikit membidik hatimu

Kukira telah membuka pandanganmu

Tapi aku terlalu naif 

Karena terlena dengan tatapan itu

Saat aku tertunduk karena mengulum senyum
Atau saat kamu berusaha 
Membuatku melingkarkan lengan pada pinggangmu
Saat aku bersiap untuk pergi bersamamu
Dan saat kamu menunggu kesiapanku

Lalu masa saat aku berbunga-bunga 
Dan kamu gugup tak karuan 
Kukira itu membuatmu...
Kukira itu telah berhasil membuatmu...
...sedikit melihat ke arahku
Hanya sedikit saja...
Melihat ke arahku
Bukan kepada yang lain 

Tetapi manusia selalu menaruh harap terlalu tinggi
Atau mungkin hanya aku yang begitu
Karena kamu tidak pernah...
Sama sekali belum pernah...
...sedikit saja meihat ke arahku

Aku selalu bertanya 
Bagaimana bisa kamu memilih perempuan lain?
Bagaimana bisa perempuan lain mengambil hatimu dengan mudahnya?
Bagaimana bisa mereka menghalangi pandanganmu dari aku? 
Apakah karena semua perempuan itu, karena keistimewaannya mengalahkan kesederhanaanku 
Dan aku tidak cukup baik untukmu, atau karena kamu memang belum pernah mencoba...
...hanya mencoba sedikit saja
untuk melihat ke arahku?


Karena bahkan saat aku berada tepat dibelakangmu
Dipunggungi olehmu
Hanya berdua saja 
Diatas kendaraan roda dua
Dan kamu masih melihat perempuan-perempuan itu 
Lalu kepada mereka yang ku limpahi dengan rasa iri 
Jika memang salah satu diantara mereka ada yang bisa lebih baik...
...hanya sedikit saja 
Bisa mencintaimu lebih baik dari aku 
Sumpah, dengan segala rasa iri yang menghantui 
Dan rasa luar biasa di dadaku...
...akan ku lepaskan kamu dan tidak akan kukejar lagi
Dan tidak akan mencoba membuatmu melihat ke arahku lagi

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