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Sometimes at night I feel so tired
of fighting over the relationship
Screaming to the man that I love
Trying to understand him at same time

This is one of those nights
It's getting worse and worse 
Every time it happens
I don't know how long it takes
To go back when everything is nice

Now it feels like I stand in the rain every night we argue
My sweater all wet and cold
And he is doing nothing to keep me warm
The raindrops keep pouring
He keeps looking away
Skies are grey
And I'm scared


I stare at him
He told me that I should keep my distance 
Cause he is a grenade, he almost lose the temper
But I didn't listen and I keep on reaching him
I shout his name twice 
He tries to cover his ears with his hand
I cried, I cried hard
Begging him to explain what went wrong

Finally he spill out all the words
But I can only hear the first sentence
"I stopped loving you," he said
The rest is blurred
Rain keep on pouring
And I'm drowning
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