"Time ain't easy on us. How can love die?"

Hi
I'm gonna pretend like I'm talking to you right now.
and when I talk to you, you can assure that the very first word that came out of my mouth will be sorry and apologizes
But I don't want you to accept it, I know I should be punished
for breaking your heart, a million times

You said you're dead and you take down the memories with you
But I didn't know the power of love before you show 'em to me
You loved me, I knew
I loved you in doubts

Sometimes I wish I could see you from the distance
Sit behind your laptop and write stories
And I'll miss the joke you threw at me
I laugh alone in the corner

I never say thank you for being my back up
You are the rope that make sure I don't fall
Be still eventhough you were bleeding
I was too shame to admit
You were right about everthing

See, it doesn't matter anymore
I want you to know that it hurts whenever someone mention your name
Or when I passed the streets that remain me of you
Or settle down in a restaurant that we went together

It doesn't matter anymore
Because you're dead with hates
I'm really sorry
But can you hear me?

I deserve to be lonely and full of guilty
I made you even more fragile, so hard for you to get up
I wish you'd fall in love after me
And she'll fall back for you

I'd see you with her holding hands
Laughing
It'll break me to pieces
Even imagining it making my heart sore
But I know you and I deserve it

Hi
I meant to call, a couple times when I was brave
Or just wanting to talk to you, I wasn't sure
But you forbid me
You said you're dead
And I can't call someone's phone who already dead