Take it for granted

sometimes I wonder what it feels like to take someone for granted
because you did it to me all over again
I don't have so much strength
I need you to back me up
when I lay down next to you
you should take my hand and never let go

you know, I want to listen to your heartbeat
because I won't live if somehow it stops working
and I was terrified
but you didn't see it that way

we went to a high building
you guide me there
I hate the wind that blows my hair
cause it hurts when you talk about other girls
one minute later that building isn't as high as I thought it was
maybe I could jump
and not feel anything at all

even the stars whisper that night
"she is probably the most unluckiest girl on earth,
her guy, she thought he is,
actually will never see her
as a lover"

I stand up but not tall enough, you can't see
I jump so high, you don't notice
I shout your name, you put on a headset
I come near, you already left

but you look for me
when loneliness around
when you need me to do a favor
when there's no other girls

took me for granted

if I'm not around
I hope you still there
talk and laugh like I was there
sit on the floor on that building
smoke cigarettes
drink beer

I'm not gonna say anything
cause I was somewhere else
and above all the reasons I could think of
you live your life the way you wanted
I'm not in the potition where I could decide

for you, I send regard through the stars
live well and take me for granted

- yours truly -