Today, I Saw You

Today, I saw you
You were acting like everything is fine
Nothing matters, nothing is going on in your head
Your heart aren't breaking
You were trying so hard to make me laugh
You were dreaming as my amuse one more time
You wanted me to look into your eyes 
And believe that
You were okay
While I know exactly that you are not

I know how you feel about him
My new man
He is everything better 
In every way
In every angle
Than you
He is more handsome
More gorgeous
Taller
Sexier
More importantly...Nicer
You were afraid to see him
You don't want people comparing
Because he will definitely win the game
Or maybe you are sorry
You remember how bad you treated me back then
How ungrateful you were for having a girl like me
Only a girl like me
Not worth so much for you
Now you can't stand the fact that you were wrong
So wrong
The fact that you regret all the words you said to me
Because you always brought me down
And never appreciated me
You always complained on how unpretty I was 
And how my body should look
Now you couldn't see me with him
Because he is doing the things you know you should have done
He is having me, owning me, embracing me, proud of me, accepting me
Even my smallest flaws
And he is willing to spend the rest of his life with me
Again, unlike you
Unlike you

Shame on you
You had 7 years to work on a relationship
Towards a life that we dreamed about
But too bad, you only wasted it
Wasted it like you will always have me
Wrong
People could leave
We're not forever remaining the same
I could leave you
And I have told you a million times that I would if you didn't change anything
For the better
I warned you
Guess what, you never care enough
Until leaving you was the only choice I got
And meeting him was the best thing that ever happened since I met you