I Let Go, I Gave Up
today is the day. the day I finally decided to let go. the day I throw away all of your memories, from the biggest til the very least. the decision is made last night, the night when I couldn't sleep no matter how hard I tried. so, I spent those time to think, to arrange my messy feelings. I whisper to my own skin that this war needs to end. I can't continue fighting, and now I'm too tired to even hold on.
everything now come to an end. you and me. we. now walk in a opposite direction. there's no room for you in my heart cause you already broke one and have no intention to fix it. but here I am not to mention those responsibility that you bear. I let you go without paying back the price you caused me.
tonight I will tell you everything you need to hear. I will answer every single question. I will explain all your confusion. I will tell you that I no longer angry nor sad with everything that happened cause it is okay now. I gave up on you. because after this, you will no longer hear anything from me.
I, the girl who always adore you, finally closing her book. you are the most part of my story. the brightest main character and the one who made my story happiest. but some other time, you also the one who made the story so miserable. after those chapter we have been through, all those ups and downs, I realize a lesson that no one can make me understand that we can't force someone we love to love us back, love grows without any attempt when it has to grow. so, even though, you are the one that I think the one, I refuse to know you more. you can live your life any way you want, and I assure you that I won't be there to stop you.
I blame nothing. not you, not the fate, not even the choice I have chosen, cause you taught me so much and made me strong enough to finally let go of things that no longer healthy for me. only I wish, I didn't waste the love that I deserve, just to own yours, but it's another story.
so, good bye, my one and only. now you are officially my 'were', the past I want to bury.
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