How I Feel About April

Samarinda, April 1st 2017

Hi April. 

It's been a year, huh. Although it doesn't feel like a year has passed.

I always have feelings for you, even more than what I feel for August, my own birthday month. I feel like you give me something else, the whisper in my ear and the waves in my stomach, everything is different in the air, the wind, the rain, the vibe, everytime I stepped into your first day, I get a little too excited. 

In this round, I'm gonna be more productive than the last round. Like one hundred times more productive, seriously. I'm meeting new people, doing new activities, figuring out new things, and I left out things and person that has been my burden all this time. Feels like a relieve. 

And April, I promise you'll be nice for me. I'll make it up to you this time around. You made me new, I'll shape you perfectly.

xx

Nad