Love, Rosie
You will hear the very strange feeling I'm about to tell you. I'm not sure what it is or is it normal or not, but I honestly feel it in my throat. Here it goes...
I miss those days when he still ignores me. I miss getting bruises in my heart and feeling sore in my stomach all day. I miss crying my heart out and stay out of everybody's way to hide my puffy eyes. I miss the moment when I was walking towards him but he was running away from me. I miss those sleepless night, listening to my 'broken hearted' songs. I miss those days when all I do was making poems for him eventhough I know he won't read them.
I miss those days of being broken by him.
That's strange, right?
I starting to feel that since I read 'Love, Rosie' by Cecelia Ahern. It got me so very into it that I feel like I myself as Rosie and begin to remember all those dark times in my life. Rosie and Alex are wasting their time to catch up on each other but never tell that they've been in love for ages!
I can feel Rosie in my bones. It makes me misses how my 'Alex' was.
But at the same time, I was also gratefull that I now have my own Alex.
My Alex didn't play run and hide for too long that we don't miss decades for not being together.
My Alex stays. Unlike Rosie's.
Funny, that fact makes me even more sad! Rosie been through so much. I wish I was Ruby and gave her better advices (to get in the next plane to Boston and tell Alex how she feels, instead of asking her to give a chance to Brian - which is piss me off even more because Brian was nothing but retard!)
Okay. Language.
The point is I miss myself back then. I guess it's because life has been treating me so good I forgot how it feels to be in such a disaster. I miss the life of counting problems. Thank you but I want challenges too.
I don't wanna grow old as fast as Rosie. But I wanna have life full of surprises.
Guess I miss the person who used to come and go in my life but now staying. It's complicated. Really. At least I tried to explain it as clear as I could.
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