I heard it. I just want you to say it twice.

This afternoon, you came with no warn.
Perhaps because my phone is non-active since yesterdays.
You were standing outside the house and calling my name.
With your new uniform and your typical jacket you use all the time.

You and your straight face.

It changed when I opened the door.
And I smiled.
Because it was you, knocking my door and not anybody else.

I knew you missed me.
I knew you for awhile.
So I can read you some time.

This afternoon was an afternoon well-spent.
We barely talked to each other because my nephew got it between us.
Mumbling about some cartoon character.
And did stupid act.

You and your jokes.

I'm glad you were here when I didn't expect you at all.
Because that's just the way you are.
And I smiled.
It was you and it's always been you.


look at me
writing shits about you again
eventhough I curse these feelings