I am having trouble with letting people go


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My mom feels like stranger to me
My sister is someone I can hardly talk to
My best friends are fading away 
I feel like i have trouble with my first circle relationships
It’s hard to maintain everything around them 
Everything seems so hard and 
I feel like they grew apart from me
Or is it me that being too different?

I came here to spend time with them
But nothing seems right
I wonder why many times
What did I do wrong? Is it something that I said?
Or maybe i am simply no longer their priority? Was i ever? 

I keep trying to figure it out
Putting aside my selfishness
But they didn’t work it like i did
And it drive me insanely disappointed

In times like this 
All i wanna do is just crawl back 
In my boyfriend’s arms and 
Stay there 
Maybe it’s time for the next step
They are no longer needed me 
I can’t no longer rely on them
So it’s time to be focus on 
Building up my own family 

Me and my soulmate

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