The Roller Coaster Stops


I see people are finding their own happiness here and there. (or faking, I couldn't tell >.<)

Girls my age start to get married with prince charming. Some others are just graduating. The rest are just doing their fine hobbies and mimicking other girls on tutorial make up. They started to make me questioning myself. What have I done? Did I found my signature and personally?

I’m in the middle of confusion whether I want to focus on my career or just keep it slow. My heart says that “girl, you better run for it. Just do the fucking task and you’ll be done.” But my body wants to settle for a while. Maybe because I’m not ready to get into the next level of difficulty of studies and I don’t want to leave, yet.

Back then, I couldn’t wait to graduate, I want out as soon as I can. But now, the moment when I already got out and I have found that perfect someone, I’m not sure if I want out anymore. There, I know that’s the kind of mindset that could drive me away from achieving my dreams but, isn’t dream change some time? Well, was my dream change?


I don’t want to get rid out that dream and I don’t want to leave yet. It’s like I’m in a roller coaster that stops in the middle. I can’t see the view and I don’t want it to be over.

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