The Roller Coaster Stops
I see people are finding their own happiness
here and there. (or faking, I couldn't tell >.<)
Girls my age start to get married with prince
charming. Some others are just graduating. The rest are just doing their fine
hobbies and mimicking other girls on tutorial make up. They started to make me
questioning myself. What have I done? Did I found my signature and personally?
I’m in the middle of confusion whether I want
to focus on my career or just keep it slow. My heart says that “girl, you
better run for it. Just do the fucking task and you’ll be done.” But my body
wants to settle for a while. Maybe because I’m not ready to get into the next
level of difficulty of studies and I don’t want to leave, yet.
Back then, I couldn’t wait to graduate, I want
out as soon as I can. But now, the moment when I already got out and I have
found that perfect someone, I’m not sure if I want out anymore. There, I know
that’s the kind of mindset that could drive me away from achieving my dreams
but, isn’t dream change some time? Well, was my dream change?
I don’t want to get rid out that dream and I
don’t want to leave yet. It’s like I’m in a roller coaster that stops in the
middle. I can’t see the view and I don’t want it to be over.
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