Free And Careless

If they were in my shoe, I bet they already committed suicide.
Just to imagine myself from laying low on the ground, enjoying the pain, could make them cry an ocean.
I've been broken and bruised.
I can't sleep at night, I couldn't use my head properly under the daylight.
They want me to shut myself down, I must be out of my mind.
But my broken shoe is the only shoe I got, no matter how broken it is, at least I have one.
So, give up is never been in my dictionary.
After the struggles and the suffers, I get up to choose me.
I choose to be no one but the girl who embracing her open wounds.
I want nothing but being free and careless.
Cause baby, I'm sick of being reckless.
I don't wanna be saved anymore.
I need to fight.
Then, I finally decided to stop acting like a princess and starts training like a knight.
My horse is 2 meters tall and run like a thunderbolt.
Don't get in my way, don't tell me what to do, don't give me any advices.
I saved myself. I survived myself. I stand as myself.
So, hurt me.
Oh God, I dare you to hurt me.
Go on, twist the knife.
Make my heart acne, open up the dry wounds, don't let them heal, even dig holes in it, but I won't care.
I won't feel anything, cause I've been broken a million times, a little too often, until I realize that I no longer have one.